When the fuck am I going to release Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams you asked. Don't fret lost children of the sea I promise you it will be soon, in this year 2010. Besides the fact that every major publishing house has agreed that I Exstazjian was just too blatantly EVIL WICKED WRETCHED VILE BULLSHIT to print ... well fuck them!!! The world is still spinning around, the Sun is still turning black, and when I’m gone, I’ll never be coming back ever! They said that it was over all they breathe is money. So, as in the past my next Ebook will be Free albeit it takes your soul. O' they say it was over... but the Demon still resides in me! 1/3 of the Sea died it was the Sign!!! Reaching for the Star we blind the Sky. O' my Devil, I have read Exstazjian now the world has come undone. Fuck them! Before they say it's over tell your friends, tell your sister, tell your Mother... Exstazjian, and yes the Ebooks are free!!! Until my work is the plague of every computer across every virtual sea… Waiting for the Revelation, nuclear visions, human genocide, my veins turn to steel! Exstazjian in virtual reality...

I’m cursed, as you can see I was in love motherfucker! I saw an Angel leave Earth motherfucker! He took one look at my Demon, and he was gone motherfucker! The Earth shook all around me and in the distance the red Sun. It was hot as Hell motherfucker! Even in the night you were peeling your fucking clothes off motherfucker, he’s gone motherfucker gone. I took to the mighty pen. My words forever etched in every Ipod on Earth motherfuckers! I swear to the Devil! The maximum writer since Homer motherfucker! Since fucking Moses, yeah motherfucker! I saw an Angel leave the Earth motherfucker he was distressed motherfucker. Even Milton turned over in his grave motherfucker! I’m even lower than Dante Alighieri infamous motherfucker! Of the fire and ice, of the Inferno motherfucker I wrote of! The Devil’s very words on paper motherfucker! I was even more possessed than De Sade motherfucker! He read The April Stone and he’s gone, he’s gone. The last thing God said when I split the Earth in half with my Saber! That’s how the World ends, crumbling underneath of my Sword. I saw an Angel leave Earth motherfucker! It was Satan motherfuckers! I had Hell in the palm of my hands. I burned in flames, without even being scorched motherfucker! I could die now and resurrected motherfucker I was filled with the power! Ice shattering, Earth shuddering, shining hotter than the Sun, I moved through the fucking stars ablaze motherfucker! Nevaeh waited in my castle over the Sea of Love. I get high and leave this Earth too motherfucker! I could die now and rebirth motherfucker!

All their bullshit has just made me stronger.

25 June, 2010 | EJS