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 <title>I know...</title>
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<description><![CDATA[When the fuck am I going to release <b>Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams</b> you asked. Don't fret lost children of the sea I promise you it will be soon, in this year 2010. Besides the fact that every <i>major publishing house</i> has agreed that I <b>Exstazjian</b> was just too <i>blatantly EVIL WICKED WRETCHED VILE BULLSHIT to print</i> ... well fuck them!!! The world is still spinning around, the Sun is still turning black, and when I’m gone, I’ll never be coming back ever! They said that it was over all they breathe is money. So, as in the past my next Ebook will be Free albeit it takes your soul. O' they say it was over... but the Demon still resides in me! 1/3 of the Sea died it was the Sign!!! Reaching for the Star we blind the Sky. <i>O' my Devil, I have read Exstazjian now the world has come undone.</i> Fuck them! Before they say it's over tell your friends, tell your sister, tell your Mother... Exstazjian, and yes the Ebooks are free!!! Until my work is the plague of every computer across every virtual sea… Waiting for the Revelation, nuclear visions, human genocide, my veins turn to steel! Exstazjian in virtual reality... <br />
I’m cursed, as you can see I was in love motherfucker! I saw an Angel leave Earth motherfucker! He took one look at my Demon, and he was gone motherfucker! The Earth shook all around me and in the distance the red Sun. It was hot as Hell motherfucker! Even in the night you were peeling your fucking clothes off motherfucker, he’s gone motherfucker gone. I took to the mighty pen. My words forever etched in every Ipod on Earth motherfuckers! I swear to the Devil! The maximum writer since Homer motherfucker! Since fucking Moses, yeah motherfucker! I saw an Angel leave the Earth motherfucker he was distressed motherfucker. Even Milton turned over in his grave motherfucker! I’m even lower than Dante Alighieri infamous motherfucker! Of the fire and ice, of the Inferno motherfucker I wrote of! The Devil’s very words on paper motherfucker! I was even more possessed than De Sade motherfucker! He read The April Stone and he’s gone, he’s gone. The last thing God said when I split the Earth in half with my Saber! That’s how the World ends, crumbling underneath of my Sword. I saw an Angel leave Earth motherfucker! It was Satan motherfuckers! I had Hell in the palm of my hands. I burned in flames, without even being scorched motherfucker! I could die now and resurrected motherfucker I was filled with the power! Ice shattering, Earth shuddering, shining hotter than the Sun, I moved through the fucking stars ablaze motherfucker! Nevaeh waited in my castle over the Sea of Love. I get high and leave this Earth too motherfucker! I could die now and rebirth motherfucker!<br />
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All <i>their</i> bullshit has just made me stronger.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Fri, 25 Jun 2010 23:34:38 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams Cover Released</title>
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 <pubDate>Fri, 4 Jun 2010 07:58:55 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>R.I.P. Ronnie James Dio</title>
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<description><![CDATA[<a href="http://blog.exstazjianjsadian.com/media/1/20100527-dio.jpg">DIO</a>]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Thu, 27 May 2010 00:49:44 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Candlemass</title>
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<description><![CDATA[<div style="text-align: center">Hundred Devils follow me around,<br />
From the cradles of chaos,<br />
To the Promised Land (Hell),<br />
Thick black choirs, voices to guide me,<br />
A Demon heralds sitting beside me,</div><i></i><br />
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<div style="text-align: center"><a href="http://www.amazon.com/Devil-Seed/dp/B000VBDSJ8/ref=sr_1_61?ie=UTF8&s=dmusic&qid=1270612512&sr=1-61" target="_blank"><img src="http://ecx.images-amazon.com/images/I/61V8DTmNWRL._SL500_AA280_.jpg" border="0" alt="Devil Seed"></a></div><br />
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<a href="http://www.amazon.com/Devil-Seed/dp/B000VBDSJ8/ref=sr_1_61?ie=UTF8&amp;s=dmusic&amp;qid=1270612512&amp;sr=1-61">Download Devil Seed by Candlemass now!!!</a><br />
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 <pubDate>Tue, 6 Apr 2010 22:57:38 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Proofreading &apos;Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams&apos;</title>
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<description><![CDATA[I just began reading 'Nevaeh Amid Nightmares Dream' back for the first time since I began typing it... Quite a vision of the Parallel Universe and how it can be mistaken for Purgatory… I know it was to be released last year, but I just couldn’t help it, continued writing the story, and added a few chapters to blend the two books together. It came out pretty sweet. This Novella could had been a full Novel with about 300 hundred pages if I had went into detailed descriptions, but I really wanted to come off with the Story without endless scores of the scenery. I have left it to your imaginations.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sun, 4 Apr 2010 18:05:41 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Alas, &apos;Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams&apos; is finished!!!</title>
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<description><![CDATA[This is a short story and poetry concerning the dilemmas I was facing the Demon Nevaeh... in the first story Nevaeh revealed herself in the flesh. In this, yet to be released segment she lived in my dreams before we had meant face to face. I am excited to give a glimpse into this character I have created. Me? I’m just saying prayers in the moonlight. Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams will be realesed November's Friday the 13th 2009... Here is some short poetry I rambled the other day:<br />
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<i><div style="text-align: center">What is that women want?<br />
Maybe it’s just that I’m blind,<br />
Glazed look and I was on my way to ruin,<br />
I am still alone?<br />
I am still alone!!!<br />
You can’t control me, or the visions in my brain,<br />
I am not afraid of your Satan,<br />
I wish I were dead, now my heart is gone,<br />
Everything that I believe in is Satan,<br />
My time is short as my wings begin to spread,<br />
I fly, alone!!! With just one regret,<br />
Never forget the Demons sleeping here tonight,<br />
I am not afraid of Satan!!!<br />
I closed my eyes and I slipped away<br />
Was it that we were in Love?</div></i>]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Fri, 24 Jul 2009 17:32:58 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Its been months...</title>
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<description><![CDATA[ Since I've blogged... I have fifty pages of my next work done. Of course its a follow up to Nevaeh entitled 'Nevaeh Amid Nightmare Dreams' which, actually tells the origins of the first book of Nevaeh. How much I dreamed of Nevaeh before we had met... and how I really believed in the Ying Yang up to that point. The story tells of my soul mate Nevaeh and the torment I had went through with other women. So far, I have 50 pages a million Ideas and know what I want to capture. <br />
Its just I have to be in the mood to write. I have a very exclusive and small audience right now. If I hadn’t I probably would be drunk and stoned and strung out and forget about writing all together... but there are some downloads of my work. So, I continue to please the few that actually are interested in the saga that is Exstazjian J Sadian. Thank you.<br />
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I've been listening to a lot of Pink Floyd lately 'Dogs' in particular. I just listen to the song over and over until I'm dizzy with it and every sound. While, craving Captain Crunch and grilled ham and cheese sandwiches.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sat, 9 May 2009 19:06:35 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>Publishers</title>
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<description><![CDATA[If you are a publisher or know someone who is a publisher and you have read my works finding them intriguing, please contact me above is the link.]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:20:13 -0600</pubDate>
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 <title>Nevaeh Series?</title>
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<description><![CDATA[Even though the book is over and finished, I'm still lost in her. There could be a series of books involving Nevaeh, or maybe just one more... I just can't put the thought away. I'm still afraid to sleep... she is there in my Dreams. But, without sleep, brings the Dreams to the awake. Always on my mind… No, I can't help myself, babe I am lost in you. I still feel the story is not finished. There is more to it... but this first book about Nevaeh was everything I loved and feared about her. There is still something I haven't touched on, her mysticisms. Yeah, the very thing…<br />
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Love Rules The World... you feel me?]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sun, 26 Oct 2008 15:02:21 -0500</pubDate>
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 <title>About Nevaeh</title>
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<description><![CDATA[Nevaeh was my nightmare. I pondered the Nightmare so long that it became a Novella. It may have been quick flash and the whole Idea came to mind, but it impacted me severally. My nightmares usally consist of things I cant even understand. That's why they are so scarry. And, this one was no different, so I added a twist to it, and developed a story around the scene. Granted what I saw was Hellish, and Nevaeh convays the wickedness of it all. I thought Night of the Living Dead... and someone came back and shit, I have to add something to it... without spoiling the read. Then I thought of Hollywood and how they always insist upon certain things, so fuck it, I wrote a story just like they insist. You actually get to know the Characters before the episode. Blairwitch kicked ass, but Blair Witch 2 you could really tell it was Hollywood aka drama. I mean they took 20 minuets verbally explaining each characters' lifestyle and who they were. Fuck it, I really dont care who they are, just get on with the story. Anyways, Nevaeh has that quality about it... in some ways, and especially if you want to know me, Exstazjian, because its fantasy/fiction all about me. What I wish I was, and what I wish would happen, intertwined with things that I dont want to happen, or Nightmares. <br />
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That was the first installment, check back here at this page when I might go on about Nevaeh :)]]></description>
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 <pubDate>Sun, 28 Sep 2008 21:56:31 -0500</pubDate>
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